ITIS

Boys are yummy. They're strong and they're soft and they smell nice and they feel good (some can even converse - which is seriously considered a bonus, not a requirement). I'd forgotten that for awhile. How horribly unfortunate for me that I missed out on more than a month of lusting after boys and feeling the "itis".

Just this moment my senses returned to me. It was the tiniest thing that triggered their revival. Really, it was just a few words that I read. I welcome them back with all the enthusiasm I can muster. They were deeply missed and affectionately refered to in the past tense, as all hope had been lost.

Now I hold on to this feeling and hope beyond hope that they'll stay this time. I am sorely aware of what caused their initial flight. But what I don't know is how to make them stay. Stay tuned.

D.